| happy new years everyone! i hope everyone was ready to leave 2007 and welcome in a new year. new years = time for resolutions. this year i made some resolutions that i actually plan on keeping. whether or not i keep them or not solely depends on me. perseverance and determination are the keys to succeeding any task. this is no exception. i cant simply wait for things to fall in my lap. its something i have always told myself. now with another year under my belt, hopefully im now a year wiser. lets see what kind of impact i can make in 2008 not what 2008 can bring to me.
my new years resolutions:
1) try and cook something new once a week
2) dont be a sloth. at least try my best to be less of one
3) update this thing
PEACE.
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| first post of 2007... and i would just like to tell everyone that i am still alive... yea no1 is really searching high and low for me.. but i must admit i do miss hanging out with all the SF kids.. i come home to sf and all i do is stay home so its my fault.. but yea.. the beginning of the year was smoooth sailing... then i hit a rough patch.. and now i cant be more happy... well maybe i can.. but ive finally made davis worth while i guess you can say.. so FINALLY!!! but despite my radiant glow, i still have things hanging over my head... so i hope it passes... and all.. i dont know what to say.. but i miss everyone.. and PEACE
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| happy holidays and merry christmas to all |
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| so im gonna be in sf for a couple weeks... holler at me if you want to go play...this looks like a pretty chill break in a LONG time...
things i want to do.. go boarding on friday
bowl at serra on a sat...
hang out with good company!!!
thats all...
christmas wish list...
for people to smile!!! thats all i want.. when you smile i smile and i want to be happy!!! |
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| so its thanksgiving.. family, friends, and food... time to give thanks and praise for all that i have... which is more than i can ask for... but i start thinking.. and thinking.. and thinking some more... ive done nothing to get where i am today.. ive never tried.. this sounds familiar... months ago, i told myself that i would never blame my own faults on someone else.. my decisions, my outcome... and thusfar, all ive done is just sulk...
however, i try my best to smile...smile alot.... because around everyone i am grateful... HONESTLY...simply having any compy for me is much appreciated... even if i dont like you, ill talk to you (not because im two face, but because people are interesting)... when im sitting at my apt looking at my comp screen while tiffany watches CSI we dont even need to talk, but i enjoy it... or typing this at home in sf while my parents are in the other room... i feel a sense of comfort...
but then i start thinking... and thinking... and thinking some more... the more i think, the more i sulk... around you,her, him, them, i smile... return home and sulk... its my cycle.. might be a front because im not happy.. might not because YOU make me happy... regardless.. thank you...
thank you FRIENDS AND FAMILY... youve given me far more than i can ask for... youve gone the extra mile for me.. lift me up everyday...put a smile on my face... i thank you.. <3 -=*( |
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